Have you ever doubted your choices?

I have, and still do.

Honestly, I hate the way I have to lead the conversation about what we should eat today.

I hate it when my hard work doesn’t get appreciation, even though it’s purely my idea, not even a brief.

I hate it when I can’t feel pleasure like I did a few years ago.

I hate not being able to rule anything.

I hate it when I know I should put in more effort for the sake of our happiness.

Is it ironic? I know we can’t have perfection in every aspect of life, but why can’t I have something that I really want?